I'm finally home from "over there."
I've been back for a couple of weeks now, but I just got back into CA. My wife and I are getting all packed up so we can move up to WA.
It was an interesting time, to say the least. Given the choice, I'd never go back. Being home, and thinking about all the things that could have happened make me realize that part of my survival is simply luck (or divine intervention, if you think like I do).
Now, it's time to focus on two things:
My family, first, and second, getting out of the "conventional" military into somthing more "special." My experience as a "Joe" in the normal army was rather disappointing. Not in the sense that I don't like the job, but because I'm judged by my rank, rather than my performance. Creative thinking seems to be a no-no in the "regular" military. If you appear to be smarter than your superiors (or, at least, my superiors), then they'll do everything they can to make you look stupid to THEIR superiors. In any case, I will be shooting for SF, or maybe Psyops in the moderate future.
But, the main thing is that I'm back home (for now). So I will mostly just enjoy being with my family.
Thanks to all of you who supported me during the deployment. The correspondence meant a lot to me.
I've been back for a couple of weeks now, but I just got back into CA. My wife and I are getting all packed up so we can move up to WA.
It was an interesting time, to say the least. Given the choice, I'd never go back. Being home, and thinking about all the things that could have happened make me realize that part of my survival is simply luck (or divine intervention, if you think like I do).
Now, it's time to focus on two things:
My family, first, and second, getting out of the "conventional" military into somthing more "special." My experience as a "Joe" in the normal army was rather disappointing. Not in the sense that I don't like the job, but because I'm judged by my rank, rather than my performance. Creative thinking seems to be a no-no in the "regular" military. If you appear to be smarter than your superiors (or, at least, my superiors), then they'll do everything they can to make you look stupid to THEIR superiors. In any case, I will be shooting for SF, or maybe Psyops in the moderate future.
But, the main thing is that I'm back home (for now). So I will mostly just enjoy being with my family.
Thanks to all of you who supported me during the deployment. The correspondence meant a lot to me.