Although I can't say I've ever been through tough economical times to any serious extent I can understand your point(s).
As a child my parents provided everything that I could possibly have wanted.
When I was 18 I got myself a job and decided the only spending money I was going to have was what I earned. I became aware of the value of the dollar quickly.
However theres been times when I've overdrawn my account and I've gone without (I ate pasta for a month blergh!). But I always had a roof over my head (I live in one of my dad's houses, and he pays the mortgage, but I pay the bills) and had things gotten too rough he'd be able to bail me out.
Unfortunately my contract ended and the company decided to move their operations elsewhere, so I'm out of a job and it's one of those crunch periods again :frown:
I'm going to have to sell the FD project and rely on the Daily Driver for transportation if I don't find another income source within the next 6 months.
As an international student it would be impossible for me to afford my tuition. Here in Florida we pay 4X the ammount a Florida resident does. My tuition is $23,000 a year, but most of my classmates pay 1/4 of that *and* they get access to financial aid easily. Add to that an expensive car that goes through engines every 60,000 miles and my 'expensive' lifestyle... I'd never be able to afford it all. And my job used to pay very well.